mei-

またシングルだ。。。

2010-05-13T14:28:00.005+08:00

彼と別れた…彼と付き合ってはも一年七月だ。その間にいろんな事があった。あたしは変わった。
その一年七月彼と付き合った時　すごく嬉しいかったし　すごくくやしいかった。
まさかあの一、二月に　モスのことを忘れて　彼にほられたなんて…　大したもんだな　彼は
バカバカし！皆が“彼最悪だ！捨てて！そんな男なんていないほうがいい！”って言ったのに、あたしはできなかった…　まさかそんなに愛してたの

いいや
彼はどう悪い彼氏がしても、彼はあたしのことをチャンと見てました
おさないし、エゴイストし、変態し、性格悪いし、でも本当は心いい人だ。正義感も誰より強い。責任感も誰にも負けないんだ。ある時　本当に優しく　あたしの乙女心にいっぱいの愛をあげた。（心とか　体とか）傷ついた時、その傷を大事にしますので、直します。

その一年七月、二人とも沢山沢山な事を経験しました。人を愛する、人を支えて、別人の気持ちとか考えを理解して、相手とケンカして、それで許して、心事を話して、気持ちを相手に届け、等。

別れた時、最初は信じられなかった。その後の二月　とっても苦しい時間を通した。今は時々彼の声を聞こえて、胸にキュンっと痛みがいた、でも彼の笑声を聞いたら、自分の笑顔を止まらなかった。

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オウェン

2008-07-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

＞＜
昨日金曜日（２００８年７月４日）彼はあたしつきあてくれた
今日から何も書いてないかもｘ。ｘ
だから今早くこれを書けて

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DARE! [yesterday]

2008-07-01T11:46:00.003+08:00

LOL!
i cant believe i actually got myself into this and agreed to it xD
long story to how it started, but it ended with owen suggesting me to wear my SCHOOL UNIFORM to SP, of which i counter dared and his "owen morals" couldnt reject lmao xD

but lol~ it sure was interesting and funny. i kept looking forward to the day but owen was dreading the guys would tease him badly again lmao =x but it sure did turn out to be quite an interesting day xD

started off with people asking me what bus to take to go to my school. then when i reached sp, i was the 3rd person in class. lauri was just staring at me as i walked in laughing at his face =x and then there was some explanation to why i was in my uniform and some "understanding" as to whats going on. then people started filling in one by one, and i had to answer their "why are you wearing school uniform" question one by one x.x

owen came in his, and he was ALL WHITE! and gosh was his uniform white... i couldave sworn i was blinded by it x.x he's not your actual good boy who takes care of his stuff, how the heck does he keep that uniform so white like it was new after all these years? o.O

oh and i met some of my classmates last year. was eating in the canteen when they walked by and waved and stopped to stare and point and asked LOL!

oh, and then there was this one stupid thing i ALMOST did >< i dont know why, but i have the tendency to behave better than i normally do when im in school uniform.. (or dresses) i was just walking down a corridor, and i see this lecturer walking in my direction. i we approaching each other, and i almost, i ALMOST bowed to him. i dipped my head, caught myself and brought it back up, so that it looked like a brief nod instead =x but omg...lol...

yeap..... interesting day with lotsa laughter indeed ^^"

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zero

2008-06-30T02:24:00.002+08:00

I'm going my way. I believe in my way
I'm better than you guys.
I'm living for my sake, not for their sake, yeah!
I'm finding my way. I'm finding my love
I'm not stupid like you
All that I need is, I only need is selfless love
All I don't need is, I only need is selfless love

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How to save a life

2008-06-25T16:53:00.003+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

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しょうがない。。。

2008-06-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

ホンマや。。。
アイツの事考えてバッカリ　でもそれはしょうがないでしょう？　
好きな人は好きだからしょうがない

っと。。。アイツ今くらいな事があるみたい。。。
それはアイツの秘密だから。。。それ以外聞かないわ。。。
でも彼女があれば、もっとストレスになれようだ。。。
だから　あの人の為に　あたしはこれぐらい出来る。。。　
あんたの為に。。。

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あんた女の子だよ。。。

2008-06-20T19:30:00.003+08:00

あの事の後　自分が以前のより男の子の事もっと見る　（女の子はまだ見るけど　男の子の方が多い）
如何してだろう？　自分に伺って　そしてその答えは
そんな事を試してみたから　恋人関係の女になりたいんだ　（以前は男とか女とか構わなかった）
それを聞いたから　ジョーは
そう　女になりたいのはもちろん　あんたは女の子だから　て言った
で　自分は　
あっそっか！　て言った
っで　ジョーは　
あっそっか！って何だよそれ？！あたし達女の子だよ！そこを調べて！

ハハッァ！如何してそんな事考えてなかっただろう？めいのバカ　o（＞＜）o

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VPT OVERRRRR x_X

2008-06-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

like finally... mah gawd x.X
we were supposed to be doing 2 scenes today, so i expected us to finish at least by 5 if we're starting off at 11. but oh boy... x.x

we went to pau's house, and there was a preg cat! xD she kept rubbing herself on anything she walks pass lol. and is friendly to everybody lol. i really like her, but when she dips and rubs her head on my foot, i'm still a lil freaked >_<

when the whole thing was fiiiinally over, we went to some place for dinner "celebration". they had some promo from 9pm onwards, and we checked our watch to see that it was 9 on the dot LOL! quite a nice meal considering that i only had a bun for the whole day... lol... then i finally finally finally took out the モチto share with the guys (sad lauri had to go home for his dinner, but its okay, he can have the remains xD LOL). and wow, NONE of them ever had one before! =O it sure was a funny sight seeing them trying them out lololol xD

oh! im starting to get my appetite back! though of course its still not back full force yet... but yeah... at least its getting better =/ めい！確りして！もとに戻れ！頑張れ！悲しいのはもちろんだけど、こんなになったら自分に何の有利もない！自分より自分を愛してる人はナ。イ。無いんだ！

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longest...day...out...ever... FOR ASSIGNMENT

2008-06-18T00:18:00.004+08:00

My Gaaaaaaaaawd... they sure are mad with VPT x.x the guys in my group. though the assignment's only like 4 credits x.x

but yeah..... we woke up at like 5 in the morning... leave at 630 to go to owens house (those who live far), haul all the eqs to school (not far from his house), and started setting up 15 before 9, planning to start shooting around 9. then found out many faults with the friggin eqs, and spent more than 30 mins changing them =.= yadda yadda blah blah

aaaaaaandthen we finished filming at 930! =D correction. 2130 =.= 930pm++ and we were all lying on the courts not wanting to get up lmao. but gee, at least i had lunch cause it was needed in part of my acting, but the guys havent had breakfast lunch and dinner O.O maybe an energy bar or a cup of milo for breakfast, and alot alot of 100plus inbetween shoots lol...

but... oh man... i feel like im just a leecher >_< my job was suppose to be continuity, but the guys were just going too fast for me to remember or note down stuff... so i tried to be useful in other areas, and voluntarily went to be the video logger, which i soon gave up too for the same reason =.=" and halfway through the first scene, my body decided to give me the you're-gonna-have-your-period-soon ache... argh...

at least at the last scene i was a little more useful... cause everyone was already dead or dying =x not that i wasnt... just that i full steamed the remaining of my energy to make myself more useful =x

yeap.... by the time we finished everything, everybody just died at the scene lol! nobody wanted dinner together, so i couldnt pull out the おかし to share with them ;_; they said that they were too tired for anything else and just wanted bed, and that celebration should be for tmr after the whole thing is done >< so in the end, only owen, his friend, and i wanted dinner out. so we took bus (and slept on it, lying down stretched across the chairs =D) to burgerking and ate and chat till it was like... 1050pm =x MY LAST BUS!!

well, it was still there... but hey! i live friggin far! by the time im home, its the next day already! >< i called mom and told her where i was, she got freaked out, and told me to take a cab home... so lol... i reached home at... 1145pm or so =D lol... tired. and here i am blogging and chatting. lol.

anyway... summary: you guys rock! xD i owe you guys a box of おかし as a gift of gratitude. will pull it out tmr after we finish our last two scenes =D hope you guys like sweet stuff =x

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VPT!!!

2008-06-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

Woah there o.O went to school at 10am today to discuss our script and what not stuff. didnt think it'd take us til what... 6pm? @_@ then we went to have dinner (couldn't finish half my hor fun though i barely took 5 bites of bread today... 調子まだ戻ってない) and play a round of arcade drums before the guys went to celebrate someone's birthday at fish and co. Owen was a pro freak who could pass some 90+ songs @_@ but when i played my usual songs, the guys said that i play very calmly compared to Owen who was like a mad man or something lmao

the guys in my group sure were very serious about the work (save for a certain one)! i'm really glad i made the choice of immediately grabbing them when we were told to form our groups @_@ (he's the only guy ive ever had a decent conversation with and contact number of... so just stick to him before you get shoved to some alien group =x )

seriously man... the way i hear how the other girls in class were doing with their groups... i really feel damn lucky to have gotten into this group >< tomorrow we'll be there at 8am (wake up at 6 @_@) and start shooting from 9, to maybe say 6... i think i'll bring a box of おかし and treat them as a thanks after the whole shoot is over xD

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大泣くなった「昨日」

2008-06-15T19:54:00.004+08:00

他人が見たから　誰が死んじゃったと思うよ
でも　ホンマに良かったは　そのあと
そして先生に相談した　気持ちも少し良かった

っと　今日ジョーとショッピングした　新しい服を買った　
晩ご飯を食べた　気持ちはもっと少し良かったわ
みんな　ありがとう

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振られちゃった

2008-06-14T14:43:00.002+08:00

もう終わった。。。木曜日で。
早いすぎだよ。。。

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モス

2008-05-24T22:47:00.002+08:00

彼と忙しいので。。。最近何もポストしなかった。
これで二週だ。。。彼とつきあって瞬間。

もうメッチャ嬉しいで、「どうしたらいいの？」もう分からないわ＞＜
もう知らんや！ねる！

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ウソ！

2008-05-10T14:35:00.003+08:00

うっそぉぉぉぉ～！マジでヤッテタの？！ホンマにあの人に告白してたの？！マジでオッケーをゲットしたの？！嘘だろう？！これって夢？！うわぁぁぁぁ～！＞。＜信じらんない！

めい！確りして！あんたが大丈夫だ！出来るの！ファイトーオ！

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Media Law lol [+VPTscript]

2008-05-07T19:19:00.004+08:00

well, not the module per se, but the lecturer lmao

That poor bloke, not only does no one wants to listen to him nor respond to his questions, even the microphone doesn't wanna cooperate with him LOL! the mic was practically screaming SHUT UP SHUT UP rofl~!

eeeeehhhh... lol

Well, nothing much happened today, just that AF [animation fundamentals] (suppose to be drawing lessons) turned out to be a great workout @_@
We took turns doing poses for each other for gesture drawing again, so we know what to capture and how to draw for our 2DA [2D Animation] next practical: person pushing a box. And gawd was that a workout @_@ We obviously had to do poses of pushing, and of course stay in that pose where our center of gravity is off and leaning/being pushed into the wall/person who is pushing back. so that meant bent knees (and bodies leaning off our center of gravity) for long period of time @_@ well thank goodness it was gesture drawing, so that meant like 1min or so, but i bet some of us were just stealing more time >_> lol

Anyway, today i went to upload my script that was done for my soon-to-be(might) film on DA =D sadly DA doesn't have all those fancy fonts or indents for me to put my script up as it is >_> so i just italic-ed the names and bold-ed the dialogs lol the script can be found here

speaking of which, i have no idea wth my class is doing man >_> and to think that i was one of the students who never knew what hw we have *coughs*
but seriously man... the way i see my classmates are doing now... i would put myself to shame if i don't turn out to be the top >_>
but yeah, anyway, the thing is, we were given an assignment to finish by week4. we were to come up with a story, have a hard copy of the outline, the script/treatment, and a storyboard. oh and do a powerpoint and present/pitch to the class on week 4 tuesday! so okay, i planned and told myself, think of the goddamned story by end of week1, write the script by end of week2, finish the godDAMNED storyboard by end of week3, and then you can spend the last few days throwing everything in the powerpoint. and i thought i couldn't do it, but surprisingly, everything went smoothly and according to plan (thanks to something that happened to me xD read previous post on "long day"), and i got my script by end of week2. week3 monday, i go to class [2nd first], and this boy asks me if i have started on my assignment. i said yeah, done my script, and he goes DAMN i havent started. and when people starts flooding into the room, he asks them one by one, and most of them said they havent started, some goes WHAT ASSIGNMENT?! [ohgod] and others went, i do tmr. lord save them =.= and we were supposed to be pitching on week4tues with our storyboard on the powerpoint, and most of them didn't even have anything to put up there =.= and one even didnt have a power point... jesus christ...

and the presentation was 40% =) i better top my class for this...

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ヤット出来たァァァァ～！

2008-05-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

Oh my gaaaaaaaaaawd~! Finally finally finally finally done~! T.T

to come up with a story and script it and storyboard it and ppt it and present it on the 4th week tues was a bit @_@ but its finally done~ T.T

*dead* x.x

oh well, i'll upload my coughshairlessandeyelesscharacterscoughs storyboard and script on my DA tomorrow i guess. should go to bed now... exhausted x.x

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17th April FDA Sketches

2008-05-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY uploaded the sketches @_@

took me 3 hours to upload and comment on so many stuff... im not gonna say anything about the sketches here, everything's already been said on the sketches comments itself, which could be found here.

It's late. g'night ...zzZ

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"I like your style :D "

2008-05-02T23:53:00.004+08:00

said ババディ.
LOL!

Why? well, apparently its the second day that i've missed the morning lesson [in a week too] LOL! 'ts not like i skipped on purpose >_> I just, woke up, and it was daylight already LOL!

sigh...

oh wells, at least im being liked more by skipping class instead of disliked LOL! and it seems i have no trouble catching up with the classes i missed too =D of course i have to credit my dear fellow classmates that helped me a bit with them =)

yeah, today the lesson i missed was erm..... AF (animation fundamentals) and they just did some bouncing ball, with a tail, thats trying to bounce its way across some valleys... quite fun i'd say. i thought it'd be a headach, but after i got a hang of it, it was actually not that difficult or tiresome. and my end result sure came out cute too, i mean c'mon, a ball with a TAIL? a fluffy one at that too lmao, it was just adorable haha xD

[scratch] i saved it in my hard drive, so i'll go upload it and post a link here sometime later. again =3 it's just a really simple little animation, nothing much to see, just the cute tail lol~! xD [scratched]

haha yeah..... well, as i said, this was SUPPOSED TO BE done in the morning lesson that i missed ^^" (three hours tutorial), and i did it in the afternoon lesson, WHILE listening to the on going tutorial at the same time too (i so rock lmao), so yeah, it was kind of a rushed work, seeing that i was doing 6 hours worth of work (learning and doing) in 3 hours =/ else it wouldave turned out a lot fancier than that >.<

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夢に泣くと

2008-05-01T14:12:00.004+08:00

変な夢があった

二日前の夢に泣いてた。如何してだろう？人を殺した。好きのあの人とか、バスのその後輩とか分からないけど、イジメられたとして、殺した。そして自分の行動に恐かった、そして逃げた。学校の何処に逃げた自分も分からない。そこで泣いてた。*誰*（？）が来た時、もっと泣いてた。ゴメンナサイゴメンナサイで言って、本当にすごく恐かった。。。

そして昨晩の夢にも泣いてた。買い物する時、あの男に遇った。ヤバッって言った後、スゴハヤで逃げた。走って走って、クラスメートと遇って、イヤなあのボヤの胸に跳ぶって、死ぬでも離さない。そしてまた泣いてた。あのボヤもどうしたらいいも分からなくて、あたしを慰めた。

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Gesture Drawing!

2008-04-30T21:03:00.007+08:00

Woah~
And i thought my 5 mins sketches last time was impressive enough already, but xD

Marilyn has told me 'bout gesture drawing and that her teacher did them in 5 seconds and what not. and we get to do it today! @_@ we were still all new to this thing, most of us never even herd it actually, and took 2 mins on the first few and just kept drawing each other, cutting the time down to 1 min. It sure was kewl xD

Sadly my com has been having problems uploading my sketches >< and i havent been trying ever since =x I might try to do so *someday* =D but i get the feeling i'll be so busy on the day i choose to upload xD it's practically almost everyday drawing! @_@ but oh well.

well,
after school, we had some club fair for the freshies =D i kinda signed up to take care of our booth from 3-6 today. when i went there, i saw a リョーマ!!!

...
>_>
<_<

...
*ahem*
but yeah... well... this year our booth is not in a very erm... open area, we were located right outside/beside the entrance that leads to a bigger room with more booths, and people just kept walking in and out, i didn't even have space to stand w/o getting in the way =.=
with all the crowd and noise and リョーマ and whatnot, 俺はもう耐えられない！！！
Me: "I don't think i can do this. So i'll go now kay?" *kthnxbai* =D
LOL!

but yeah, buh bye. and since when did we have a jazz band?! o.O i'd have to admit, they were pretty good. I even considered signing up ><

aaaand then i came home, do the usuals, jo links me a game saying that she couldnt beat karen in. i tried it, got on the bottom of my list of friends, which was #6 btw LOL, and twas the rank of a genius =.= then my friends must be AIs =.= i wasnt pleased with my results, so i tried again and again and again to see that my results were falling instead ._.
jo told me i was just tired, and i admit, if i wasnt, i sure am to be now lmao. so i tried doing some other game/test requiring reflex more than brain. well, by that i meant the speed typing thing, since i just saw it on jo's facebook. and i tried, and my results dropped by a tremendous 20wpm ._. (compared to previous records). i tried again and it just kept getting worse =.=

must be tired.
gah.
-plays rpg, builts house-

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シ♥ア♥ワ♥セ～♥

2008-04-29T23:57:00.004+08:00

有个家可以回、with dinner waiting, not to forgetting family、超幸せ～～～

皆！愛してる！母さんもジョチャンもジンちゃんもエイミもカレンもジョちゃんも！　皆だぁぁぁぁぁい好き！愛してる！

皆の答え：
ジンチャン：ワン！
カレン：あんた酔ってんのか？
エイミ：（めい）も大好き！
ケン：えぇぇぇ。。。

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Long thursday~ + near death experience?

2008-04-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

Oooooooookay... lets start from the morning shall we =D *ahem*...

first of all, classes starts at nine, i planned to leave house at 7 (mind, school's far and gotta take weather,traffic,blahblah in mind), aaaaaaaand somehow i woke up and found that the time was 730. alright. soooo, i get out of bed, do my usual routines with less of a dilly dally, but still some, and left the house jogging to avril's best dam thing. bought some macs and waited for bus.

and oh goodie! there was a "FAST FORWARD" bus that came (rarely seen somehow), and so of course i got on it. must be god sent lol. they didnt accept concession so i paid in cash. >_> and off we go~ driving past all the bus stops and taking shorter routes =D and then バァァァ～！It POURS! woohoo... slow traffic... =) great. well, at least we reached school on time somehow o.o the power of "fast forward" busses lmao

and so, i alighted. (still raining) the crossing was a distance away from the busstop, say, about 10meters. i couldnt possibly wait for the lights to turn green since nobody was there to press it. so i judged the distance of the last car passing by and started to make a run for it (with bags files and hoodie lol)

AS.I.RAN. i was looking at the direction of oncoming cars, and noticed that there was a lorry i missed, and it was coming my direction and could hit me in 3 seconds (which is quite long actually). but oh joy! i had to slip in the middle of the road. e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. just went into a stop for what felt like an eternity. my heart did not do no jumping-out-of-mouth stunts. my mind did not "play my whole life in front of me". everything just stopped. i thought... no wait, actually i didnt think at all. after what felt like forever, the next thing that happened was just that, my foot found its next step, and my body was continuing to run cross the road. ._.

._.

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HA! WTH! LOL! ZOMG! WDF! ROFL! -laughs to class- <- what you get for near death experience: psychos

... *ahem*

that aside, we started class =D wet of course. and cold. and sneezing. well that apart, we were all fine and safe and er... alive. w/e. new lecturer for new module, female, turned out to be our PT. and found out that it was actually sort of an "art/drawing lesson", THREE HOURS of it ._. so yeah, i grumbled and complained of alot of shit as we started taking attendance. strict she is, 10 mins late = absent o.O and late = model LOL! we started off with trying out the human head/body ratio figure with ovals, then moved on to skeletons, and then to speed sketching of our fellow classmates. it.was.HILARIOUS. like GAWD! LOL! if i hadnt die just now on the streets, i most probably could have in class from lack of oxygen from over laughter. but that part of the story would be posted tmr maybe, together with the scans of the sketches that we did for class today, cause its already gunna be 2am soon and i have 830 class tmr ._. OH CRAP!

okay, well, to try and make things quick for the later parts, we had an hour break (more actually, since we were let off early), and then went to another module where we were just sitting and watching NAUSICAA O.O just my fate i tellya. i voted against it (for the other film) but still got out voted. its just fated that i have to watch it >.< but oh wells. (oh watching animation was meant for us to analyze and then go home to write a report, but i doubt they'll be able too, seeing as how they were laughing terribly at so many stupid little details of the story instead of the animating)

moving on, lessons were over, school's over, time to go home, but there was club activities after, so we(3) just stayed back and did some animation assignment for awhile (well actually an hour + free BEE-something and SHREK3 preview lol). and we were done, they(2) had nothing to do, so were gunna go home first, but stayed to chat with me for awhile. when they finally were leaving, i realised, something was missing o.o "hey wait! my water bottle's not with me!" -_-'l'

and to cut the looooooooooooooooooooong, mind you FRIGGIN EFFIN HOUR LONG story short, we searched high and low, we though and searched through every nook and cranny of our memory (3 heads together with 3 eyewitnesses' accounts) and the places we've been to, and still couldnt find it. so yay.

well, it was time to go for club activities, and yeah, it was just a water bottle after all (with too much times no our hands,[actually i mean "my" =x] of course we'd spend them on finding it back), so we left for it.

and thats where i gotta end, cause its frggin late/early right now and i only have like, omfg, 3 hours to sleep. right w/e, better than none. friday tmr anyways so yay =D

SIGNIN' OFF!

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夢

2008-04-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

学校。スポーツフェーアみたい。チャイとけんかした。何の変なロードを持って、チャイの腕にポークして、チャイがそのロードを熱くして（？）、自分焼けた(；゜д゜)。彼女のせいは。。。って言ってたけど、全然聞けなかった　＝＝

で、皆がここに来た、僕が（怒って）事故を説明して、あそこを出ました。

シャノンの面をも一回見て、クラスを帰って。帰る時シャリーンを遇った。二人が自分の服と何を全部パックした、そして皆の所を戻って。戻る時、二人とも走って、変な土の上に走って、何か滑った。その時、シャリーンがドラコーに変わった（？）。

以下の夢は何か覚えてないのに、チョウつまみます。ドラコーと僕は恋人（？）。別人を助かれた（？）。ロラーコスターを乗った（？）。何が何とかもう知らない！アカン！勉強するなきゃ！じゃな

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Escape!! Not.. + yesterday

2008-04-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday. wednesday. no plans to go out, but to 办事 docs and stuff for the bursary. and to think... that MOM lost her HANDBAG which has her WALLET in it which has all the CARDS in it, while we were WALKING the DOGS?! o.O gosh. and that happened right after she even nagged/told me off for not bringing out a bag to hold my valuables in it lmao

well, as any other normal human would react, panic arose. checked the house, the car, the benches where we walked the dog, and found nothing every time. went to the police station to report missing bag. mentioned that there was an old gran walking towards the direction that we just left after walking the dogs, and when we came back to find the missing bag after walking the dogs, no one was seen (mind you, she walks s l o w )[so mom reckons she took the bag, since its not anywhere else]

after a whole hooha with alot of phone calls, including one to ask her uncle to knock on the gran's door, i was sent back to knock on more grans' door to see if i can identify and find her =.= and guess what. the bag was there on the bench. tada! =.= well it wasnt there a mo ago during all those gazillion times mom and ived checked that place, so someone must have obviously left it there =.=

and so mr poor neighborhood policeman had to rewrite his missing report case into attempted report on missing case but found item =.= now wasn't that fun? =D lol

as for the next day, we were suppose to be going to escape. jo told me to call them to make sure that theyre open. and we found out they werent >_> so jo wasnt going, and the rest of us just made a change of plans, and then today...

we went to kbox LOL! marilyn stell and i that is =) we just sang from 1100 to 1700 LOL! ordered all the japanese chinese and english songs that we know of haha, and then stell and i went to the arcade to drum and whatnot while marilyn went home. D= sad she didnt wanna join us.

oh well, came home and tried out the new game, and found out that it didnt really turn out to be as great as we expected it to be >.< oh wells...

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Swimming! finally... wth?

2008-04-08T22:53:00.003+08:00

lol me jo and chai went back again to swim today, woohoo. aaaaaaand we see a sign by the entrance saying that lazy river was closed =.= yay. well, tsunami first.

foolin' around 'nuff done, went to the slides to have them say that its not ready yet -.- grrrrrrrreat... more tsunami.

tired of foolin around with the floats, we went to KFC with the floats and ate to our hearts content =D

went back and played more till the slides were finally opened, and just kept climbing the stairs and sliding and climbing and sliding...... i swore we couldave climbed fifty stories in total, seriously a great workout lol

and then it started to rain... and they had to chase us out cause there was lightning =.= so we waited. and waited. and waited and waited and waited.

and we were finally allowed back into the pool, to play again for a few more mins, and it rained again >_>

well w/e, we just went back and showered and shampooed in the main changing room and took pictures LOL

well yeap. fun, er, rain day =)

そして、高橋さんと約束はまだですから、ちょっとブーギスに探検た、夜ご飯を食べて、そして高橋さんを会った。本がとって、課をとって、終わった時もう夜八時半ですから、家に帰りました

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イケエエエッ！Swimming!!! Swimming?

2008-04-07T19:37:00.003+08:00

Monday. ours last week of hol before a new school year starts. had planned to go swimming today, and went alllllll the way to the entrance to find that it wasnt gonna open till 2.30pm (4 more hours) -_-'l' And to think we were already all prepared to go for a nice big splash in the blazin hot sun ... T.T ウソダロォォォォ～！

well, we couldnt really have waited around four hours for the gate to open... so change of plans (sigh). came up with ideas of watching shutter (the hollywood version) but ended up going to jo's house instead lmao

we... took a look at her villagers (virtual villagers: the lost children), played wii games till our arms were sore from being over enthusiastic (lmao), and tried out her guitar heroes and gawk at her sister, the guitar heroes champ, do a demo (which she herself complained wasnt up to standard)

chai got tired and kept asking me if i wanted to go home already, and i just went "its ONLY three" (ONLY! its the time chai gets up and complains about lol). but oh wells, we were all tired and i had to go visit my gramps in the hospital so we went after a few songs

slept on the train on the way to the hospital, things went kinda uneventful from there, grans complaining about inefficiency of nurses, me just plugging in and shutting out, and gramps sitting quietly waiting for nurses to discharge him. nothing much after we left. sent gran and gramps home, went for dinner with mom, came back, played with the dogs, and come online. yeap. the end.

...
well.

we're gonna go swimming tmr instead. lol! (flops on bed)

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Wonderland Online!

2008-04-06T23:49:00.007+08:00

O_O

What can i say...? Stell just linked me this new game and wow it sure looks interesting xD It's not really out yet, but the closed beta would launch on the 9th and im suppose to do some advertising in order to take part in it xD

I'm not really sure what i can say about it. well, basically an MMORPG thats FTP. theres characters for us to choose from to play, we can have our own house to deco with, have pets that tags along, ride monsters (or are they pets? >.<), go FISHING LOL, and even go 温泉!! lmao

So yeah, if you wanna check out more about it, the main website for it would be over here , <-- go click it and join me in playing the beta! xD お楽しみに！

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ただいま！！

2008-04-06T22:25:00.009+08:00

Oh! My! Gawd!
LMAO!

I cant believe that im actually back here again o.O And to be re-reading what i've typed in the past (whatnot will all those many typos [or were they spelling errors o.O 恥ずかしいィィッ！>.<])
... gosh, as chai said, my blog is like a time capsule LOL!

wow... well, i really dont know what to say lol well... we went back to school today, with marilyn, didnt do much, just feeling all the 懐かしいmoments and stuff as we were walking here and there. stopped by the cyber cafe to play the piano (or try and remember how to lol). stopped by the playground and just chatted and sang and swang on the swing and whatnot

SIIIIIIIIIIgh

miss school. miss everyone >.< T.T
i wanna go back to 2 loyalty, 3 wisdom times. lovem.

well, chai told me to change my skin, but im just too lazy and couldnt be bothered to do it. well, at least its nice and plain and... default. lmao! just wanna be peculiar just like the little peculiar green pig =D (maybe will change it some other day)

OH! went to watch THE PILLOWMAN last night.(with chai and marilyn and cass (replaced by chai's bag) who didnt come >_>) IT WAS GREAT!! >.< and so was the theme song used for it! but its not released D= they should! im sure they'll make bucks for it =D came home and immediately listened to evanescence's "lose control", cause it kinda had the same feel for the pillowman's song. i dont know if it has a title, but i'll call it rock-a-bye baby, since that's what was in the lyrics =) (aint gonna talk more about/introduce pillowman. just gonna say its "A viciously funny psychological thriller" play, as said on the cover of the booklet lol. wanna know more? google it =D)

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nice memory

2005-05-19T17:19:00.000+08:00

it's 19 may now.... the day after my birthday! gosh. i actually forgot that it was my birth day! yesterday just went by like a normal day, nothing at all. until my mom asked me where i want to eat out for my birthday! :
lol. jo karen and chloe also didnt know. just told them after i just knew it and today they went to buy me a present. got me a marshmallow cushion xD so nice!
wheee
and i just got online and april wished me happy belated birthday. : she said that i told her once before but i dont even recall doing so. man. have no idea how touched i was. she actually remembered. lol.
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2005-05-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

am i rough? =S
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flu

2005-05-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

ahhh...chhooo!!
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cl remedial [friday]

2005-05-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

lol. argh. been made to redo mo xie [not me]. and she wants us to get them all right before we can leave. well that would be quite ok if it wasnt 30 cheng yus. bleahhh.. some remedial. in the end i did the mo xie with jo. took us 2 hour before we left. well, at least learned 30 chenyus
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some tuesday

2005-05-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

had health check up [no need tuodiao this time]
was sleepy and confused during cca time. karen got into this group called hua zhuang. was bored stiff at my group of ji shu, so went to karens group. and she started having fun with eyeshadowing my eye. lol. the human sacrifise. then started having fun with eyeliner! xD
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5 items

2005-05-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

sit up- 30 [beep! deprooved, and less than jo by 5... T.T]
standing board jump- 182 [w00t inproove ALOT]
sit and reach- 64 [well, kinda improved]
pull up- 12 [err, it's a o-kay.]
shuttle run- 11.2 [oh well]
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2005-05-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me

And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
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talk about morons

2005-05-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

there i was kind enought to call and tell you that teacher wont be there, much as i dont want to. and what do i get? i get shouted at by you. that was so nice of you.

talk about morons.
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oops!!! [thursday]

2005-05-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

i thought that there was nothing special going on today in school so i stayed at home. but ah! man! that was so stupid. lol. i actually forgot that theres napfa today. rofl. omg. im such an idiot
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wake up

2005-05-04T19:15:00.000+08:00

no one can save u but urself. the others are just there to give you a push and watch.
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its just me

2005-04-30T17:38:00.000+08:00

i have always bin putting everyone before me. but you made me learn. hit me hard on the head. made me think well. made me think hard. it's my life. i had 14 years of being a pushover. and i shed tears cause of failing to please others. what for?! you woke me up. all those that i've givin up for just wern't worth it.

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
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whatever?!

2005-04-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

if you don't like what im doing, tell me so earlier ok?!
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sports day[friday]

2005-04-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

well, nothing much to say really. cause im not that enthu this year... all i know is, after sports day, i fell in deeper love with the night time school. i just didn't want to leave the school. >.< i wanted to just sleep over night there! oh man! if only my mom dont mind my absence i might have really stayed in school!
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siao[thursday]

2005-04-28T17:36:00.000+08:00

haha. gone mad in the hall today. was high on sugar i guess. me and chai was singing and singing the songs in st nicks for tomorrow, like jesus loves the little children and all those kind of songs. then started singing "with crist in the vessel we can smile at the storm" lol. and P5 camp songs. and even this silly sadistic jingle bell song that i made up when i was P5. lol. i cant believe that i can still remember how to sing. jolene, sitting in front of us, was giving us those kinds of "siao/these psychos" face. hahahhaha. i was really going crazy. keep singing and singing and even "shouting" my house cheer at the other house[chai, jo]. too crazy, to crazy xP

dashing through the snow, in a pair of broken skies,
over cliffs we go, crashing into trees!
the snow is turning red, i think im almost dead.
send me to the hospital, before i loose my head! oh!~

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sch? [wednesday]

2005-04-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

lol. didn't go to school again. zhuag sms-ed my mom about tmr's test. [wen2 zhang1 nei4 rong2 da4 yi4 ta1 yao4 qin1 chu3. hou4 mian4 de4 *what?* he2 ying4 yong4 yao4 kan4 kan4](chinese hanyupinyin) just what is that about?
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trial run for sports day[tuesday]

2005-04-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

whole school was wearing our house t-shirts so the whole school was so colorful. red, blue, green, yellow all over the school. assembly was a usual but we were standing in our houses as blocks on the feild and erm.. well.. marched, danced, cheered, and all that sportsday thingie. nothing much today really.

well, thought that we would be donig the ppt again for the weiqi thing. but w00t! we FINALLY get to play weiqi again. FINALLY. and *sobs* april is still winning. haiz. im her school xue jie, she my weiqi xue jie. but at least i learmt alot from her.
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2.4 test[monday]

2005-04-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
its the 2.4 run test omg omg omg omg omg omg
and i was jelly-ing in my legs and butterfly-ing in my stomach and having every other symptoms of nervous-ness before the run.
man. i feel so guilty. Kell, shann, ess, ying them were cheering on me. first time i had so much moral support in my life. i felt so (fill in word here) [dunno what word to use] that i told myself that i must must must MUST at get less than 14mins [less than last year] for all the support that they gave me. but ARGH! i cant believe what i've done! i have no idea what was going on in my head, i actually walked!!! Kell tried to stop me from walking by "MEI!GO!" and pushing me.
seriouslly, i could not have gotton more support than that from her but wth, in the end i still walked... deborah pushed and ran the last round with me too. oh man, you guys, i love u all. [Ii Love You Three Wisdom!]
im so sorry kelly! and everyone else that supported me too. To make it up right, next year, i'll show you guys that i can do it for less than 14mins!!
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computer[saturday]

2005-04-23T13:09:00.000+08:00

omg, freaked me out... on my com today and it was running fine. start-up music was playing, and then the monitor showed me a blue screen saying something like "C-drive cant be read" or something like that. pressed the reset button and it got stuck at the black page of the startup -.-
great.. lots of resets later still the same.
only after i shut it down and wait and on it again did it finally work. but things still tend to hang. that was freaky. having finance prob, $150 flew away last night cause of mom, and now the com decides to "break down" to freak me out...
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2.4[friday]

2005-04-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

argh, so pissed today.
for recess, i went to run 6 rounds to "train" for the monday's napfa. i thought that if i could at least FINISH that damn 6 rounds without stopping, it would be good enough.... but ARGH!! i stopped at my 4th round!! i actually stopped! wth!? i rested at the side of the track... well, of course i cant accept it so i went back to finish that 2 rounds. after 1 round, i stopped again!!! this is sickenning.. forced myself the last round and guess what. to include all that stopping [incase i stop during the test] and seriouslly, i cant be more dissapointed than today.... it's like... HALF AND HOUR!!! argh. f*** this.... the test is in 3 days time. if i DARE not get my A, i'll fail the test and train more before my re-test and i MEAN IT. shoot, forgot to train for my pull-up.. need 19 to get that A... ... ... ... ... ... ...
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badminton[thursday]

2005-04-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

had "half day" today. until 12
went to support our st nicks bt! xD was cheering for them. then started waving the sch flag.[with jolene, chaiyu, celine and charlene] at first went to the back, high up there, behind all the other people and wave and wave and waveeeeeeeeeeee the flag. hah. at least im creating a better ventilation in that stuffy place xD but hah, im so clumsy that i either hit the window behind me or the people that were sitting infront >.< [sry everyone] then jo thought that it would be better to be more.. erm...... attention seeking?? (craps) to each stand at each corners of the errr... specstator stand to wave the flags xD
well at least the space is much bigger now and i wont hit anything [started hitting myself T.T]
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bak to sch[tuesday]

2005-04-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg. im am soooooooooooooooo behind class... i have no idea what is going on for bio!!! what drugs? what symptom? what effect?! what are they talking about? and why are they going throught the chapter so fast? man.. i want bio tuition... and darnit, i got to be the LUCKY one to have my bio file checked tomorrow! and i just HAD to loose my worksheet......... -.-...

well, ponned cca halfway xD and went to play piano. keep prac-ing 1000miles and that... that erm...................... that that that that.... argh. some music by nobuo uematsu.. jiu shi le.... at least i conquered that family lounge piano!!! xD w00t!! yeah! every since that day, dat friggin *beep!* day, i must master that damn family lounge piano! i dun like it... cyber cafe piano is so much nicer xD. i love it to bits!
how i wish that i have a piano that is like the cyber cafe one :3
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huh?!

2005-04-18T19:06:00.000+08:00

Is it just my com, or are the previous posts in different sizes? cause i remember that i always choose the same font and size. why on earth is it in so many diff sizes???
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sch?[monday]

2005-04-18T18:42:00.000+08:00

Oh great... another day i didnt go to sch... monday... the day im suppose to run 6 rounds......... T.T guess ill run tomorrow recess or lunch.
and i missed out in doing compo in class... darn. im so behind class. should have went to sch.. argh. nvm. i can catch up.

well, at least the class web is "taking shape" now. but i still cant get the font i want!! it's suppose to be right? but it aint responding! and there are many more info that i havent put in there yet, like the classmates for eg. well, it's better than it was 2 days ago. alot "better". www.freewebs.com/threewisdom
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classweb[saturday]

2005-04-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

saturday, no school... >.<
i had tried making a class web sometime early this year and kinda gave up and left it there to rust.. so bored today so i tried fixing it up a little more. but man! i dont know what to do with it! so just erm... referred to onewisdom's web and made it like that xD

and now i have got to get hold of our namelist!!! shall go dig it out of teacher's table on monday.

the web is so darn blank now with like... NOTHING inside... i really need help from some of you out dere. go check it out at www.freewebs.com/threewisdom
and tell me what to do more.

Thanks!

[i'd be adding that classweb as a link]
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Nyaa[friday]

2005-04-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

Today's the last day to hand in that Nyaa [National youth achievement award] form and i was still not sure about what to fill in! For skill developement i most definately want to learn guitar!!! But my mom told me no! *cries* says that we dont have a guitar and cant find the person to teach. *sobs*
and i so wanted to learn ice skating for the physical thing... but ah.. same prob... so well, took up err....... bowling... -.- not saying that i dont like it or anything. just saying that i want something with more movement and action.
well anyways, went to try out bowling today after huahui. mom brought me to orchard country club [yishun] with her frend to teach me.
said that i was quite "talented". well, at least i was improving.. ALOT. from drains to strikes!
and i am so gonna guarantee myself to sleep like the dead for very very very very long.
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Hah![thursday]

2005-04-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

man, that friendster blog got me starting this blog here. I thought that i should give it a try after so long. Thought it would be fun doing the html. Came here and i see things that i have no idea what they are! man! cant it be the RAW html that im used to? Argh. i'll leave the html part for later then, shall just... erm.. post on this plain blog and try out to see how i think of blogging. =)

help with layout of blog would be greatly appreciated
thanks =)